Dreft; and Things Just Like It.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

I feel like an ass...

In my last blog I mentioned two guys - the friend and the one playing games. I will say that the week following the weekend with the texts after the drunk call was quite for us (me and the guy playing games). This is mostly because I ignored him :). LOL. I hate that, btw. I'm not an ingnorer.
Then on Thursday I found out that his mom was in surgery having a lump removed from her breast. She had cancer. That they had found just a week and a half before.
I am so selfcentered sometimes that I just can't see the forest for the trees. I was so insecure about MY place with him that I didn't stop to think that, Hi, maybe something's going on that's making him act like this.
So on Thursday, I told him flat out that no matter what kind of BS we are ever going through, all he's got to say is "I need you," and all that other stuff melts away.

We got together this weekend. We talked, and he told me that my ignoring him pretty much killed him... We talked about it, he asked me to "be his girlfriend." Too cute :). I told him that if we were going to try this, try it for real, then I needed a few things. First and foremost, I need that call from another woman's place never to happen again. And if it does, he should absolutely never bother to dial my number again.

So we're going to try it, me and my new boyfriend. Which brings the other strange problem to light - I'm really not to sure how to be a girlfriend...
I've never been with anyone that's lived in the same place at the same time as me... Well, once...
I screwed that up though...
Damn youth.


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